Wednesday, 29 February 2012

I have stories

Yeas, I have stories, there were many stuff that made me upset in the past few days. Some person probably think of me like her trash so she throws her shit at me. Upset from work? Mad from a boss? Crazy from love?  I know I'm easy to talk to or joking around to me without getting angry. Sometimes I don't even counter back but it doesn't mean that I don't feel anything. I just don't want to make a conflict with people. By the way, it seemed like I way too easy going so I totally don't care and  in the day after I feel like it has never happened before. Yes, I really don't care almost all of those shit except something that seriously made me upset but I tried to not keep that in my mind anyway. That why I don't really get angry to anyone for long. What a golden fish XD

For the THE PERSON who is looking down on me. You have tried to say like you have succeeded in your  job, all of customer like you, they gave you a tip or gifts.  I know I'm actually not mature in some fields so you were acting like you were a boss of my life. Yes, I used to unemployed which was a chance for you to making yourself higher than than me. You have even underestimated me and my design job that didn't get paid much here like your job.  In fact, I heard from your boss that you actually don't really work well as your had said. You always goes to work place very late and was complained from the boss. You even jigged work time to have coffee or shoping with your boyfriend(s) like a slut.  and so on. You have tried to make a beautiful story life. I feel a shame on you. From now on, I won't let you look down on me anymore. We will see.

I'm so jelly my mom at the moment. She's going to a trip in Japan for a week :< Hope she has enough money for visiting me in the next few months. LOL Few days ago, I was like unintentionally look my mom trip photo on her facebook then I realized that I haven't seen my mom for ages. I was about almost cried but yeah she seemed very enjoy her life since she doesn't need to work anymore now. After her sold her business she got amount of money that enough for living without working for a six or five years I think and In the next few years later it going to be my turn to give her back everything that you did for me for the whole life. waiting for me okie :)

Today, I just finished adjustment my mac data. It was really messy. I will buy a new external hard drive for transferring all of previous works in the past few years. Surprisingly, I just found out that the collection of Yaoi  costs the data 12.5 GB !!! Holy crap  I have to clean up some unwanted yaoi but still bigger than 10 GB LOL.

Also, I changed my desktop background into my beloved Lee Seung Gi ^^ Even though the original photo background was so yellow like the yellow circle in the middle which is too bright for my eyes so I dicut it and changed to white color instead. Haha felt better and good for eyes (Y) and OMG his smile is sahhhh sweet I love him (>.<)



I actually don't really into Bigbang's Blue much even though it is a good song but after I heard the eng version cover I suddenly loved  it OMG this cover is sahhh good. Sorry Bigbang :P but I still love Seung Ri and Deasung anyway HEEHEE



Another Bigbang song, I love the smooth story line and production :) even though the western MV style is kind of strange for me but it still good though. 



Lastly, before I headed to bed (4am at the moment) I have done 4D logo and sent to Gracie hope she like it haha if not make another one LOl and TAX's present also done TEEHEE.